Hot, sexy, and instantly romantic, C.J. Parker in Baywatch had the audacity to redefine some of my moral views in the 90s. Sleepless nights daunted me comparing my unattractive lean figure with Pamela’s. How could someone have such a toned body and boobs – when she flaunted it on the shores in slow motion, wearing that red swimsuit-my peer group including me, secret watchers of Baywatch then made some noise lower enough to stay indoors.

Now, when I watch her in Pamela, a love story on Netflix, she is in her 50s. I didn’t quite like her body or face. Just like I look at myself these days. Her sons are grown up. She isn’t a hot star anymore. The wake-up call is her videotapes and journals revealing her past life to the world. Pamela narrates it in a soft, alluring voice. Docu-film urges you to know and love her off apprehensions.

As a child, her babysitter molested her. Then as a teenager, some guy much older than her raped her. She couldn’t reveal to her mom who was staying away from her dad then. Wounds never healed. Her selection to be the playmate Playboy was totally unexpected, Thanks to the camera spotted her from a sports gallery, a huge turning point in her life.

Pamela was shot to fame as a seductive, nude figure of Playboy. Media focused on her hot image and made her a caricature figure in most of the public shows. Paparazzis never gave her a moment of privacy. It was awful to spot them on top of the trees surrounding her house when she was about to deliver.

Pamela who is infamous for her impulsive marriages confesses her best love life was with Tommy Lee, the famous American musician and founder of the metal rap band Mötley Crüe. They have two kids. Later, they divorced and reunited, again parted.

Pam & Tommy sex tape scandal has made her confined to home and her children. She lost the right to privacy case since she is a porn star, something still hurts her.