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Dissociated methodically,
By my soul,
For it has betrayed my conscious,
Desires the very things I’ve lost.
I would’ve sent flowers,
But they’ll wither,
‘Cause I wouldn’t have cared for them,
Just as my heart feels now.
There was a trust,
Which seemed to go two ways,
Though the tides stood in your favour,
Yet I felt comfort.
I built no walls,
I paved the way,
I obsessed as I always do,
My downfall was my blindness in love.
I doubted myself,
When in love I always did,
The very moment I knew it was real,
Everything came to an end.
The reasons don’t bother me,
You had to so you did,
Well all of the lies did,
Thats why I’m yet to break any promises.
I confide in myself,
I talk about you,
‘Cause I can’t see you irritated,
If I talk about you to others.
There is no term,
Which could be used to describe this state,
Which I’ve been left in,
Well “I’m hurt” but not by your absence .
I admit there wasn’t much time,
We didn’t meet,
I couldn’t stare into your eyes all day,
But I imagined it at every second.
Reality is bound by time,
Not imagination,
It was a really beautiful world that I had built,
In the end it was a hoax.
Hope isn’t in me,
‘Cause I’ve lost destiny,
To the illusion of life,
Its all down while I try to survive.
Whatever I still feel,
Doesn’t bother you or anyone else,
It’s just my concern,
This love always changes.