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My husband and I thought the most important person in my life was my child. My husband and I had planned our life together, we were to we had to grow together.And this is my best friend, but after having lost him actually, I started caring about my child more. not that I didn't love or-care for my child earlier, but i've realized how much in every ounce of our breathing, the motherhood is the essence of our existence.
This is a life I'm living without one half of me.I still am living it because there's purpose. But the child is the purpose of every mother.And whenever you only want to make it better whatever the circumstances, you always want to just reach out and it shouldn't hurt your child as much.Your only thought is, oh, my God,I just hope she can take this.I just hope she can deal with this. mean, it's like you just keep sailing yourself and keep going on. It's a beautiful journey of life because
that's what gives you that purpose, gives you that resolve, gives you the grit and the courage from within,because you have to rise like the phoenix, and you have to ensure that everything else is fine.
I come across a-lot of people who are faced with situations like mine and the only thing I always tell them is lit happened, and there's no otherway we can't wish it away.So the only thing is to reach the fourth level of grief
immediately is acceptance.Rather than going into a denial or a bargain or Why me?Or self pity, you just accept that this happened.And beyond that, life is for you to live.It is a growth for you because only having been through such tough times, you become a person that younever thought you could be before this incident.| mean, you never thought you were capable ofso much because you just keep testing your limits.You just keep pushing yourself, and you'll be surprised that you're actually shaping into God's plan.

To be continued.....