Life in your early 20s, is somewhat,intensely unpredictable.

One moment you find yourself dancing with the clouds,

And the next moment, a meteor falls on your stable ground,

Shattering every best of best things, with one big explosion out of nowhere. I mean, how surprisingly excruciating this is!

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Story Time : 📃👩‍💻🖊 :

i never knew my life would turn into this oscillating ball of uncertainty. Making me feel happy and anxious at the same time, with it's every to-and-fro motion. I mean, i have been a really planned person since i was a kid. But not as rigid as rock to it. As i also learnt embracing the uncertain times well. However, it has never happened like this before. When i didn't really predict anything bad or unfortunate coming on my path, but it took place nevertheless. I wonder, why this time i wasn't able to smell the 'fishyness' in the air, and was all in cloud 9 while working here. It smells like there was some inner Evaluation going on that I wasn't aware of. That they were telling me something else, mostly different from what they were actually thinking about me. Seems to be a lack of transparency, i know. But isn't it a loophole in the working organization that might cause distress in the people hired as employees, and eventually make them question their abilities?

I mean, I did question mine more ruthlessly than ever before. I know a job can't be a metric of someone’s worth or anything; but then it's not about worth. It's about feeling like a doormat after being used for the best of benefits for the initial 3 weeks and..

[To be continued..]